Okay... you guys are going to know now exactly how big of a worry wart that I am if you don't already know that!
I was cleaning up C's room before putting him in bed and I felt the need to make a formal apology!
No comment or anything like that triggered this... this is just one of those 'duh moments'! One of those moments that God said "Kelley!!!"!!
In my previous post I made a comment along the lines of "if you are a mother... you can understand how I feel" and I am so sorry for saying that!
Before I had Carver... I wasn't sure if I would be able to have a child. It wasn't so 'easy' to get pregnant!
When I would read things or would have people to say things to me like what I just wrote... it would hurt me. I always felt like people thought I was clueless about motherhood or loving a child because I didn't have one of my own and that was definitely not the case AT ALL! I had nieces and nephews and other family that I would willing lay down my life for in a second!!
I could go on for hours ( you guys know me... ) but I won't! I just want to say that I can't believe that I said that and I for sure don't believe that you have to be a mother to understand or to even know how to be a good mom! I took notes for years from watching family and friends! I was a mother way before I had my own child!
I try to remember how I felt about certain things and I try hard not to make people feel like I felt!
I can't believe that I am doing another blog post just to apologize. You may think I am crazy! :) I want to go back and just delete that sentence out of my post but in case it did offend someone who already read it... I want to make sure you know that I am sorry! Love you all!