Celebrate

Hope you guys had a wonderful Monday! I have been wanting to post all day but my brain has been a little fried. Couldn't get good sleep last night... my brain wouldn't shut off long enough! I had a little nap with Carver while getting him to sleep so maybe I can function long enough to post! :)

Anywho... I wanted to let you guys know that I really appreciate the prayers that you lifted up for me about my appointment this morning! I was sick to my stomach a little bit as I drove to the doctors office.

My doctor went over my pathology report, from my surgery, with me and boy... do I feel like a weight has been lifted off. One that I wasn't even really aware was there!

He told me things that I wish I had heard 5 months ago after my surgery. Basically... what they found... they found as early as possible. I am thinking he even said (after the surgery they realized) what I had was precancerous cells... so little and early that it could be considered like a skin cancer because it had not reached any of the blood vessels. He apologized for the fact that I have 'worried' over everything for these past few months. He said it may have been that the surgeon didn't want to give me any kind of idea that I didn't have to have a hysterectomy after all. Wow!! What a relief that was to hear! Of course.... I would have had it anyway just to be safe and my doc said if it were his wife or daughter... he would have recommended a hysterectomy right away anyway! So... all of that along with his reassurance over and over that I was going to be okay... made me feel so much relief! Thank you God!!

I am sure I will still be a little anxious until I hear the results of my test. It may be as long as a week since an actual pathologist has to look at my sample/whatever! But... after our discussion today... I feel so much better about what those results might be! I feel like I can live this week and not be worried about getting a phone call. Even if I do get a phone call (a bad one)... I feel like it is something that can be fixed! So... I am just going with that and having faith!

I have had faith the entire time because I know ... I know my God loves me! He has shown me that over and over and over and I so don't deserve it!

However, when I look at my precious little boy... I have to admit that I have let fear creep in from time to time (only for a moment)! I love him so much and he needs his mommy! :)

Anyway... I just wanted to share what I found out today because I know many of you offered up prayers for me and I really can't tell you how much that means to me! Love you all!!

Okay... so onto the card... :)

This is a card that I made a few weeks ago but haven't posted yet. I made a similar card not too long ago with the same set and basic colors... this one is just a little more clean and simple!

I hope to catch up with you all soon! I have been a little distracted lately and haven't kept up with you all the past couple of days!

Peace and Love!

Supplies:
Stamps - Sew Lovely (Lawn Fawn), Everyday Words by Ali Edwards (Technique Tuesday)
Paper - Soft Stone (PTI), Queen Bee (Pink Paislee), Crushed Curry (SU)
Ink - True Black (PTI), Crushed Curry (SU)
Other - SU Corner rounder, Silver Kaiser Rhinestone